Caleb's

2009-04-26T02:43:00.000-07:00

For those of you I know about who read my blog, and for those who I don't know about, I apologize. Someone made the comment, "Your blog is dead!" The reason it was dead was because I spent a week (eight days to be exact) in Phuket, Thailand. The place wouldn't let me go to my blog website!

Anyway, I've really had nothing on my mind. (so what else is new right?) However, I do have VERY high hopes for June! Sure, it may be the month of our last HBC youth camp before college and school holidays for most of my friends, but that's not the reason my hopes are so high. Honestly... I'm not going to tell you why, but for those of you who know, SHUT UP! Haha!

Closer news then June is that I'm taking my SAT next Saturday. I am and am not looking forward to it. Looking forward to it just to have it done and over with, not looking forward to it cause I think I'm gonna do REALLY bad! Haha!

Well, that's all for now...

Juddy

2009-04-11T02:04:00.000-07:00

Sigh, why is it so hard? Sometimes it goes great and easy, other times it's like trying to stand still during an earthquake. I feel burdened alot, and I always feel it's my fault. I'm such a worrywort and a doubter. Though I wear a promise, I still put a question. It's my fault. Lord, I need something. I don't know what it is, but You do. Please help me.

I feel like I'm on a rollarcoaster. Sometimes I feel like I'm going to get dumped out, while others I could never feel more safe, and sometimes I feel like I'm on the top of the world! Lord, this is one rollarcoaster I never want to get off of. Help me to appreciate the easy times, cherish the sweet times, and hang on through the hard times. I can't do this without You. I can't do it without you either. I need you both.

All my love to both of you,

Juddy

2009-04-08T00:25:00.000-07:00

Honestly, what I want to write about, I don't want to say, for your sake. I just don't want to to make you sad before you have to go.

Amazing how someone can so quickly change their oppinion! I mean, seems like only yesterday, I was the bad boy who couldn't settle down! Now... Seems like the acceptance part has already happened! I had hoped it would come, but this quickly is beyond my belief! Haha! It's like it's arranged! I am NOT going to do anything that might ruin the oppinion! :D Thank God for all He has done in 1 year, 3 months, and 2 days! It has been the most amazing time of my life, and the best part is, I know it will never end!

Juddy

2009-04-06T17:27:00.000-07:00

Well, this is my first post. My maiden voyage you might say. Honestly, I never would have made one of these if it wasn't for a very special persuader who helped me get it started. I owe everything to you!

Anyway, I better sign off for now...

Juddy